英语翻译Iamverymelancholy!YourdidnotknowthatwhatIdowant?peoplethinkiamstupid,but,Iamsmarterthanmostpeople.WhenthefirsttimeIseeyou,yousaidthatyouanxiousforgotthebreath,inthememoryIhaveonlywantedtoplayinno

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英语翻译
I am very melancholy!Your did not know that what I do want?people think i am stupid,but,I am smarter than most people.
When the first time I see you,you said that you anxious forgot the breath,in the memory I have only wanted to play in not to think together this question,you said you had not forgotten,our first night,one side me said I loved you,at the same time gasps for breath,sorry I loved you,refers to your body,I did not know that your need,you requested me to me not to achieve ．How did you receive,but I always only saw you to smile,the pain always swallowed toward the belly,only hoped that one day of I could understand your good,I disguised to you to pay no attention,disguise to lose my memory to hide the beforehand painful recollection,I chose give up,feeling relieved spouse's right,because I did not believe that I did not believe you,did not believe that a few words named sincerity true meaning,I chose the unfeeling certainly righteousness,you treated as me the sweetheart,I actually treated as you the enemy,my life fills suspicion envy and hate,do not waste the spirit,sought eternal on my body,persisted errorsThe regret only on your my body,will not create a forever scar ...

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我是一个非常忧郁的人.你并不知道我想要的是什么.人们都觉得我很傻,但其实我比大部分人都聪明.
当我第一次见到你的时候,你说你太焦急以致忘了呼吸.记得我只想玩一玩而不是真的在一起的这个问题,你说你并没有忘记我们的第一夜,我一边说我爱你,一边掠夺你的吻.对不起,我爱你,这和你的身体有关.我不知道你到底需要什么,你请求我不要去实现.不论你是如何隐忍的,我总是只见你在微笑.而独自把痛苦吞下去.惟愿有一天我能明白你的好.我装作不在乎你,装作失忆以提前隐藏痛苦的回忆.我选择放弃,感觉放弃了配偶的权利.因为我不相信我会不相信你,也不相信几句话就能说出真挚的真意.我选择感觉不到确定的公正,你把我当成你的宝贝,而我却像对待敌人一样对你.我的生命充满了怀疑、妒忌和仇恨.别再浪费精力了,从我的身体上学找永恒,拒绝错误.遗憾/悔恨只存在在属于你的我的身体上,并不会制造出永远的伤疤.