英语翻译我不能阻止你,但也想留住你.希望你以后能生活好,但更希望我们能一起生活,现在说这样的话似乎在自欺欺人了.其实我很恨现在的自己,为什么总要装做若无其事,很不在乎的样子,但

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英语翻译
我不能阻止你,但也想留住你.希望你以后能生活好,但更希望我们能一起生活,现在说这样的话似乎在自欺欺人了.其实我很恨现在的自己,为什么总要装做若无其事,很不在乎的样子,但其实心里又非常的希望我们能一起走下去.翻译一下这段话,

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I don't want to let go,but how can I stop you from leaving.I hope you can lead a happy life everafter,but still I wish to be a part of your life.I am conflicting myself,I know,and I hate that.I didn't intend to be indifferent like what I showed.Deep in my heart,I do hope that we can hold our hands and walk ahead for the rest of our lives.