英语翻译我从小就没有想到我会有这么大的勇气说这些,所以对于我你可以放心,我已经想到那最不幸的答案了.就算你拒绝也是我的报应吧...怎么说呢,之前我也曾经想都没有想去拒绝了别人,

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我从小就没有想到我会有这么大的勇气说这些,所以对于我你可以放心,我已经想到那最不幸的答案了.就算你拒绝也是我的报应吧...怎么说呢,之前我也曾经想都没有想去拒绝了别人,我给予他们的打击,就是我今天的报应吧

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I never think that I will have the courage to say these,therefore,as to me,you could set your mind at ease,I've thought about the most unfortunate answer you will give to me.
And if you say no to me,maybe it's my retribution.How to express my feeling now?Bedore,I rejected other persons without a second thought,and I've hurt them deeply,now,this seems to me the retribution.
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