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哪位英语达人帮忙翻译.
well, it really hurts
until now
i cannot persuade myself of its truth
at that time
i thought ur heart had already belonged to someone else
at that time
i think that might be the best way to end it
at that time
i thought lost u
but
how can this gaddamm thing just occur without any warning
right now
It's like I'm
paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a
whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I
can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right
beneath my skin
ive read ur letter 4 thousands times
and whether it is 4 me or not
i will try my best 2 do what u want me to
actually i just cant do this...
just cant stand the emotionally exhausting
please 4give me...
R.I.P.
Amen

Answer 1

好吧,它确实伤害了我
直到现在
我仍然不能说服自己关于它的真相
在那时
我想你的心已经属于别人
在那时
我以为这是结束它的最好的方式
在那时
我想我失去了你
但是
这件事怎么能没有任何征兆就发生?
现在
它就像我暗地里的疯狂
它就像我脑海里的旋风
它就像
我不能停止我所听到的所有
它就像一张真实的面孔
在我的皮肤之下
我读了4000遍你的信
不管它是不是我的
我都会用尽全力去做好你希望我做的
其实我也只能做这些
虚伪容忍了情绪的发泄
请给我
RIP
阿门