Mydisappointmenthadasifbydesign是填shown还是disappearedasif

Question

My disappointment had _____ as if by design
是填shown 还是 disappeared
as if

Answer 1

as if
[英][æz if][美][æz ɪf]
好像, 似乎, 仿佛;
by design[英][bai diˈzain][美][baɪ dɪˈzaɪn]
故意地,蓄意地;
disappeared
[英][dɪsə'pɪəd][美][dɪsə'pɪrd]
v.不见,消失( disappear的过去式和过去分词 ); 不复存在; 奭;